These are the words that have permeated thru my prayers in the last few weeks. I didn’t understand what “please stop” meant until my last time praying with God. Sometimes I have created my own obstacles that have got in the way of me receiving his love and counsel. God wants me to stop apologizing for everything. In the last few weeks I’ve assumed based on certain actions that where I am and how I feel are all my fault and that’s why life has been so hard. God has been trying to tell me for the longest time that everything that happen was only 50% my fault. I can’t control people an I can’t make people get out of denial for what they’ve done wrong. Certain people have just been designed to not know how much they really affect people and the last thing I could do is care. I have to focus on me an my endeavors and I thought I would never be able to progress to the next level of my life. I’m finally starting to get past that big road block that has caused me to invest everything I am into everyone but myself. God has reassured me that I am a great person and that just like others I deserve something new in life, work, and people. God has asked of me to stop wasting my time with people that don’t always see there blessings and to embark on the journey that I set forth a long time ago. I never thought I’d be okay but now the doubt is gone. I feel stronger than ever and I’m not going to let anyone stop me or distract me from what God has given me.
Swallows on the wall.
Daddy??
- Me: Are you my real Dad?
- Him: I doubt it.
- Me: Why?
- Him: Because my children would never try to find me.
